Soul-mate

Where do you go when you're lonely? I come here I guess. When will I learn to find solace in myself rather than looking for it outside and around me..expecting sensitivity, warmth and love in people around me...when will I learn that no one really cares...when will i learn that the only person who can love me like I should be loved truly for who I am, comfort me like i crave to be comforted and be there for me no matter what, is ONLY ME!!

Every time people hurt with their mind and the words that come out of it I first think God is not being fair. I question, why me?....Then I think its probably his way of teaching me Life's most important lesson..To open my eyes to how lonely I am and how I cannot hope for a so called soul-mate....My only soul-mate can be ME..............

From here to nowhere....

Life goes on, one day at a time,
But nothing stays the same without you.
Memories of you touch my soul,
One smile at a time,
But nothing brings a smile without you.

Your fragrance lingers still,
There is no escaping from your touch.
As much as I have tried to get back my life,
I have only given up trying to give you up.

The threshold at which I stand,
There can be no new start.
Telling my heart we are now apart,
Has been the toughest thing to do so far.

Shud'ave, wud'ave, cud'ave

What happens when we tread that path? The path of 'what if's.... I know what it does..It leads to more regrets and heart aches. It digs deep into the wounds..Wounds that never would dry...always as fresh...When you know life could have been different...you dint have to stand here where you are right now and see it all slip away while you just stand...just stand...helpless.

I hear these people talking about doing what you feel is right and doing what makes you happy and let nothing else matter and I think IS THAT AS SIMPLE AS THAT?!!...Is it that simple to make myself happy and keep myself happy...Whats the price?....Everything has a cost....Everything urges us to pay a price....So if I have to grab my happiness,at what cost??